Prior to my return to Dungavel while out on a w/end leave MS.mcauley informed me that she was pregnant , but had decided she would have a Termination.....

No Question of what I would have liked

But thats another story

and after the episode at Dungavel which resulted in me being returned to Glenochil, that was the last I heard of Ms.Mcauley

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I would like to thank her personally for terminating a human-life and not getting prosecuted for her crime....

This was not the first time a woman had had an abortion while I had worked out in Italy a lady friend got pregnant and because she was an ie career woman she decided the same fate for that foetus again escaping punishment

Yet denying someone to be a father and the foetus to give life themselves

is not this just legalised-murder

so when ms.gavin stated she was pregnant you can only guess how I felt, yet it was to be short-lived and a pack of lies , even as far as saying she had been over to the vale of leven ,when in fact she had been elsewhere

Despite this I decided to try and make this work, how wrong was I my medication now is 150mg of amyltriptelene a day known in prison as brown bombers a photo I took during this time will be uploaded shortly..

despite accusing Ms.Gavin at a Dr. s appointment of physical abuse the Dr laughed it off and put it down to paranoia or epilepsy

that photograph shows what I walked into that morning and it wasnt fresh-air

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coming soon

DESPAIR STRIKES AGAIN

A FOUR YEAR STRUGGLE